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read my profile sign my guestbook  Name: Tony Birthday: 11/18/1988 Gender: Male Interests: BASKETBALL and BAND! Expertise: music,and BASKETBALL!!! Occupation: Camera Sales Industry: Fry's Electronics Message: message me AIM:  psychokiller158
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
Apathyim sitting here at work..listening to relient k, and wondering what to do..and you know what i figured out...apathy isnt really a bad thing..to a certain degree it has its bad times..and here is a good quote..."You all laugh at me like I'm not happy with anything, anytime, anywhere. And the half of me is all about apathy, and the other half just doesn't care"... I just realized as i sit here and listen to this song..living with apathy isn't necessarily a bad thing..its actually quite nice..yea, it may be a weird way to look at life..but it really makes life easier...bc you just dont care...i really dont think that apathy is a bad thing...as long as you dont live your whole life with it there isnt really a problem... | |||
Friday, January 25, 2008
| "I So Hate Consequences" And I’m good, good, good to go I got to get away Get away from all of my mistakes So here I sit looking at the traffic lights The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites I want to run away I want to ditch my life Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night And after all of my alibis desert me I just want to get by I don’t want nothing to hurt me I had no idea where my head was at But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that Because I just want for all of this to end And I so hate consequences And running from you is what my best defense is Consequences Oh God, don’t make me face up to this And I so hate consequences And running from you is what my best defense is Cause I know that I let you down And I don’t want to deal with that It just now hit me this is more than just a set back And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn’t get that And every trace of momentum is gone And this isn’t turning out the way I want And after all of my alibis desert me I just want to get by I don’t want nothing to hurt me I had no idea where my head was at But if my heart says I’m sorry can we leave it at that Because I just want for all of this to end And I spent all last night Tearing down Every stoplight And stop sign in this town Now I think there might Be no way to stop me now I'll get away despite The fact I’m so weighed down All of my escapes have been exhausted I thought I had a way but then I lost it And my resistance was once much stronger And I know I can't go on like this much longer When I got tired of running from you I stopped right there to catch my breath There your words they caught my ears You said, “I miss you son. Come home” And my sins, they watched me leave And in my heart I so believed The love you felt for me was mine The love I’d wished for all this time And when the doors were closed I heard no I told so’s I said the words I knew you knew Oh God, Oh God I needed you God all this time I needed you, I needed you And I so hate consequences And running from you is what my best defense is I hate these consequences Because I know that I let you down Now I don't wanna deal with that "More Than Useless" I feel like, I would like To be somewhere else doing something that matters And I'll admit here, while I sit here My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather Whats the purpose? It feels worthless So unwanted like I've lost all my value I can't find it, not in the least bit and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all But then you assure me I'm a little more than useless And when I think that I can't do this You promise me that I'll get through this And do something right Do something right for once So I say if I can't, do something significant I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted And nothing trivial, that life could give me will Measure up to what might have replaced it Too late look, my date book Is packed full of days that were empty and now gone And I bet, that regret Will prove to get me to improve in the long run And sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all And sometimes I wonder why, why I'm even here at all But then you assure me I'm a little more than useless And when I think that I can't do this You promise me that I'll get through this And do something right Do something right for once I’m a little more than useless And I never knew I knew this Was gonna the day, gonna be the day That I would do something right Do something right for once I notice, I know this Week is a symbol of how I use my time Resent it, I spent it Convincing myself the world's doing just fine Without me Doing anything of any consequence Without me Showing any sign of ever making sense Of my time , it's my life And my right, to use it like I should Like he would, for the good Of everything that I would ever know I'm a little more than useless When I think that I can't do this You promise me that I'll get through this And do something right Do something right for once I’m a little more than useless And I never knew I knew this Was gonna the day, gonna be the day That I would do something right Do something right for once | |
Friday, December 28, 2007
Tender...so..i had a dream...and it was pretty enlightening...you know, it was one of those that makes life weird when you think about it because it just might happen..now the chances of this going on are pretty small, but hey...you never know...i havent written in a while...life has been okay...been working a lot, and just tryin to live i guess...been listening to a lot of sherwood lately....they are an awesome band...hmm...just heard a song by black tie dynasty that reminded me of a lot...well not really reminded, it just brings up a lot...well...im gonna go to bed i think...Tender-BTD there is a light switch in the dark where a conscience cant be one and you know that the simplest things they're so perfectly placed and i can tell you now that i can reach you every night because i got a tender thing in my mind oh i got a tender thing in my mind the sensations i have never age and i have faith that this will never change cause i know that when i touch you i feel something pushing my blood deeper into my heart and i can tell you now that you will never be alone you know i gotta tender thing in my mind oh i've got a tender thing in my mind Oh i got a tender thing in my mind Oh ive got a tender thing in my mind oh ive got a tender thing oh i've got a tender thing The Best In Me-Sherwood If only you could hear the beat, beat, beat of my beating heart then maybe we, we, we would never be apart its a beautiful sky on a beautiful day but only you could stretch a smile across my face so im waiting, waiting, waiting for you to be calling, calling, calling cause its another drive another day on the road and honey i dont have the strength for another show, no and ive got it almost figured out if i could get you closer to me cause its a good life, for a short time whoa oh woah oh and youve got me almost figured out theres almost nothing left to see you bring out the best in me you bring out the best in me and its a long way back to the golden state where the city's held in by a golden gate like a giant jar full of fire flies the yellow lights blinking on the mountain side and i wish i had a plane or a cable car cause all i really want is to be in your arms and i've got it almost figured out if i could get you closer to me cause its a good life, for a short time whoa oh whoa oh and you've got me almost figured out theres almost nothing left to see you bring out the best in me you bring out the best in me | |||
Sunday, November 18, 2007
wow..so, ive been thinking about it all day...you know sometimes you cant go according to plan, and have to branch off a little bit...so heres to a happy birthday, and a new branch in my tree of life... | |||
Thursday, October 18, 2007
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